I don't do drama, my tears don't fall fast

Well, it finally happened - the homesickness has officially hit.

I have NEVER in my life been homesick. It's just not something that I've ever felt, or even felt that I should feel. But I just texted a friend from The Lunch Club about something unrelated, then PS'ed that Friday lunch just wasn't the same without him/them and I missed him/them, and BOOM! Tears.

Also, I cried this morning at the season finale of Bones that taped yesterday, where (SPOILER ALERT) Bones and Booth had to say goodbye at the airport as they went on separate assignments for a YEAR (CANNOT TAKE IT, WHYYYY). (END SPOILERS)

I knew that I would miss him the most, but I don't cry like this, I just don't. And maybe the city is just too big right now, but I saw friends and made friends last night, and I get to see my best friend tomorrow, but it just HURTS because I wasn't 100% emotionally ready to leave in the first place, and now all I want to do is listen to sad songs and cry.



PS: The staffing agency I saw yesterday was SO much better than the first. I have a temp (only one week, but still) placement NEXT WEEK at a MAJOR publishing house, which is super exciting for foot-in-the-door potential.