5.25.2010

Not dead! Just tired!

So I've been temping this week, at a maaaaaaaaaaajor company that is just an awesome foot in the door for what/where I want to be. Forcing my body back into a "professional" work schedule again after 11 months of doing what I want, when I want, is not easy. But it's been a few days since I updated, and as May 25 is an important date for me, I figured I'd throw y'all something quick. All 1 of my readers. Who apparently only reads when I tweet about it, and probably has no idea that I've been blogging nearly every day. ;)

May 25 is when I first fell in real love. I like to blog about it every year. This year makes 9 YEARS since it happened, which is completely crazy. Now, this wasn't a reciprocal love - he didn't have much of a clue until much later in our friendship - but this was the realest thing I'd ever felt, and was (and to a degree still is) the standard to which I compare all other guys and relationships. We've both moved on entirely (he's even married now!) but I'll always feel affection for the guy. He broke the cycle of crush-on-a-bad-boy/crush-on-a-good-boy/rinse/repeat that had been going on since, oh, kindergarten, and I had feelings for him longer than ANYONE else until The Ex and The One came around in college.

So here's to you, A.R. I hope you're deliriously happy, and I will always love you a little bit.

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