I just had the most terrifying thought. While reading a post on my ex's blog (which I keep up with marginally just to see how he's doing - I'm over the anger now and part of me wishes we could be friends again someday), I contemplated creating an untraceable username so I could leave a comment now and again. For one extraordinary millisecond, my brain flashed to "and maybe even attempt to start an anonymous (sham of a) romantic connection, just to see if it would work."
I'm sorry, WHAT NOW? I'm still not sure if it's a cleverly-disguised revenge fantasy, or an overtired brain's musings about whether we COULD ever be compatible again.
The dating life is good right now, though, and I very clearly do not need or want him in my life again, at least not romantically. Should he even still ever cross my mind, 2-1/2 years after our breakup (has it been that long? geez)?
To sum up this post, and my week, I say: BLERG.
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